he's amazing..

I don't really want to make his head or ego any bigger nor do I want to make people fall in love with him but he really is something special..

I couldn't ask for any more than I have right now, I may be bias but my fiance has to be one in a million. All the crap he has to deal with from me - believe me I can be horrid. He takes my sarcasm on the chin, instead of getting angry with me he makes me laugh regardless of the situation. I don't really give him a lot of credit. 

Material posessions don't mean much to me, the little things mean the most - don't get me wrong I love expensive things but time and love mean more to me than anything else. 

On sunday I got dressed, got changed, threw a strop, got dressed, got naked, threw all my clothes in the bin, curled up in the duvet, cried and told Jack I was going back to bed! We have all been there tearing out our wardrobes and multiple drawers and still 'have nothing to wear'. I love being pregnant, believe me I do but I hate every other aspect of my body but my bump! Lumps in all the wrong places and lady lumps quadrupling in size becoming absolute boulders to the point of me feeling winded and crushed if they are resting on my bump for too long!

Jack takes everything with a pinch of salt and can find positives in everything, it's difficult for me to live with someone so happy when I have always been surrounded with negativity. I love him unconditionally. 

Being pregnant changes your whole life as a family but as the mother carrying that child sometimes it is hard to come to terms with the changes as a whole let alone all the changes our poor bodies have to go through. We are incredible species being able to grow another human and carry them with us and it should be a time for us to look in the mirror and say 'I am incredible'.  

I'm just so blessed to have him and our child is the luckiest baby in the world to have him as a daddy. 

A little something that got delivered to our door. I merely mentioned to Jack that I liked it but for £79 it was a little ludicrous for a nappy bag! Low and behold a week later it turns up at the house. I think he'd do anything to make me smile even if it does 'make him look gay' as he says!